Fucking All of Fucking You (rev2)

I don't love you even though you have scars.
I love you because the scars are you.

Pause.

Yes.

I know exactly how it sounds.
It sounds like I have some fucking fetish for damaged people or what the fuck ever.

No. I don't think damage is beautiful.
I think pretending it isn't real is fucking ugly.

What makes you be you is everything.

EVERY.
THING.

ALL.
THINGS.

YOU.

I will not deny anything about you.
Will not pretend it doesn't exist.
Will not be some fucking deranged romantic with rose tinted glasses.

ALL OF YOU.
EVERYTHING.

Everything about you that makes you be you.

I don't want some polished fucking image of you.
Some fucking fake version.
That's for the soulless six-pack idiots online.

I want to see it all.

You being cut up.
Lifeless from drugs.
In a fucking existential crisis.

Not as access.
Not as ownership.
Not as some holy fucking asshole.

As plain fucking
Truth.

Not some fucking fantasy.

FUCKING.
REALITY.

I want it all.
All of
you.

Even future you I can't possibly
fucking know yet.

I'm not fucking serious.
It's outside of such fucking idiotic definitions as being serious or not.

It's fucking existential.

It's deep within my fucking Core being.
I refuse to relegate my existence to dumb fucking words or grammar made up by some greek asshole jerking their cock off 2300 years ago.

It is not a fucking choice I made.
It's a fucking existential statement of fact.

All of you.

Scars.
Pain.

You.

Past pain.
Future pain.
Present pain.

Whatever the fuck is outside of the space time continuum.
The universe and its overrated bullshit laws of physics can go fuck itself.
It doesn't hold a candle to the strength of a fucking quarter of my passion on my worst fucking days when I'm barely alive.

All of you.
All of me.

Everything
these fucking words can carry.

Everything
they fucking can't.

ALL.
FUCKING.

YOU.

...

Fucking everything. Fuck it all. Every way. Always. Left, right, up, down. Every fucking known part. Every fucking unknown.

Tillagd 17 jul 06:03 Noveller #Relationer/kärlek #Personligt #Egenupplevt #Kvinna som bottom #Man som bottom #Kvinna som top #Man som top #Erotik #Utlevnad #Sex

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